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Tuesday, 22 April 2008

21 April 2008.
as usual,went to sch with my syg..but only difference is tat wen i reached where we were suppose to meet every morning....he left a lil note...saying,"reached.but went to toilet =).ridzwan". ouh sooooooooo cute!!! hahaz.. so nort long after he appeared and off we go. PE quite bored as there is nothing to play...and we were sick& tired of playing the idiotic FLOORBALL.so juz slack around with atin,atikah,weishen,gernette..chatting..weishen made a funny face.tok about dimplez..n much more..LOL!! i didnt xpect weishan was lyke tat..there is still a lil boy in him..his HORNY also..hahaz!! puar lessons im abit EMO..dunno wat happen tuh me..so sudden!!she scolded me for daydreaming..which im not!! i was waiting for her next instructions sial.SORT SIA TU JALANG!!=)WTF!! but luckily i didnt argue with her..i juz ignored her and juz switch my ears off n stared blankly..

i became frustrated with ppl around me..firstly they juz pretend im not around..as if im invinsible..the world dosent seem to care..forgetting me..which i called them ppl hu dosent appreciate ppl's trust,sincerity and respect.bz about others..but im still thinking where i've gone wrong...feeling so left-out..but even if i say..they will say "who cares?!!" so now i dont bother bout them and cares bout them.let me do wat i want to do..in my own world..and there's other ppl still cares bout me..laz words for this kind of ppl.. "GET OUT OF MY WAY!!!DONT EVEN BOTHER BOUT ME SINCE U DONT BOTHER BOUT URSELVES!!"

secondly bout my family..give me pressure..of giving me a JUNK of HOUSEWORKS!!! how m i going to study since u gave me loads of houseworks to be done..while my bro can shake legs du nuthing..especially my bro,syareez no homework PLAY GUITAR 24/7.whereelse i hv tonz n tonz of hmwrk!!!! and how im going to study if the house is juz lyke in the PUB?!!! so noisy!! wen i want to go out..u nvr let me..fed up lurh!!! I CANT STAND IT!!! i feel lyke running away from home and live ALONE!! i will nvr nake ppl'z life difficult so do i!! i prefer to be dead than being treated this way!! so now...i dont care bout anything already!! i dont care bout studies!! if i fail my MYE..i gonna let all my frustrations out and u will get hurt by my WORDS!!!SO BEWARE!! i gonna revenge u ppl!!!!! lastly..bout the 'PURE WHITE LACE' i gonna c ya suffer!!HAHAHAH!!GTH!!

my tears suddenly ran down my cheeks but no one saw it..only ppl notice that im a lil quiet and in a mood swing..and ask if im okay..i juz noded..after sch still moody..my syg asked me if im ok..ijuz say yea..but he knew tat im not obviously..my syg comforted me and told me not to be sad..if i sad he too will be sad..so i juz nodded and smiled showing tat im okay..and i waved gdbye and off i went fer my oral exam-okay lurh..only pic conversation i cant so it..and im the 2nd laz..so i finish at around 4:35PM..he waited 4 me than 5pm we went home.i 'sent' him home and off i go take 812 cuz lazy to walk to interchange.

at home after bathing.i open the bathroom door harshly..here comes my clumsyness..n the door hit my face n i stood there blurly..haha..den at 8++pm i went out to buy drawing block..and reached home about 9pm.den i started my art..den my f*****g dad call me out & told me to switch off my mp4 which was plugged into a speaker with a high volume..and told me to study..i cant listen to music and it will never benefits me! i was there feeling frustrated again! juz dont bother and continued on my art..but i was doing art.wats wrong? cant i listen u f*****g idiot?!! juz shut ur hell up bitch!! so today plz learn ur lesson ppl..I AM ALSO A HUMAN BEING.HAVE FEELINGS JUZ LYKE U PPL.AND SHUT UR HELL OFF! NVR TO BOTHER ABT MY LIFE..IT IS NONE OF UR BUSINESS TO CARE BOUT ME!!! IM USED TO IT! IM A LONER AT HOME AND MY ONLY FRENS R JUZ MY RADIO AND MY MP4.THEY UNDERSTANDS ME BETTER! AND NOES WAT I AM FEELING! SO GET OUT OF MY LIFE! JUZ GET UR ASS OFF MY LIFE! I DONT NEED U PPL! REALLY? AND IM NOT UR SLAVE!
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