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Sunday, 14 December 2008
ego & selfishness nvr worked in relationships. but watever happens it's just btwn me n u. and tht's wat i've learned through a friendship. on the other hand,it will destroy. im a person doesnt really share my secret, i like to keep to myself. i dunn noe how to show/share my feelings. im a type tht seldom get upset & cry. bcoz i'll nvr leave my heart open;like the rihanna song;Cry lol. to me:i dont care abt the person as long they were hapy wat they are doing and doesnt disturb me.and i already hapi fer them. im a girl tht really don like to argue,quarrel and creating chaos over a small thing and let them do as long they are hapy. i just feel sad to see ppl fighting,beating each other. i dun mind if im hurt. coz i healed up very quickly. i get over it very quickly. im a short tempered and cool down fast.it cn be juz in seconds. but scars will be remain in my heart. the pain may heal but the scars will be permenent. the other important thing is TRUST. im also a type of person tht forgetting things fast. STM (short-term memory) i shud say. u shud say wat ive done wrong tht makes u unhapy wit cz i cant rmbr. but sometimes it is very disappointing tht someone didnt see effort tht u're putting in. they will nvr understnd and obviously doesnt appreciate it. they nvr see wat im i doing. ive been going through difficult times. u didnt see tht. i tried to win ur heart, u still didnt see tht. ppl will easily spot my mistakes but nvr see the effort tht im putting in.. they dont noe the difficult times tht im going through. coz i dun show them coz i dunnow how. try to put urself in my shoe. i always did dat b4 i jumped into action and conclusion. i like to find out first b4 jumping into cnclusion. and makes me demoralised in the end. nobdy noes wat i feel,wat i did,wat im going through xcept GOD. wat i can say is just tht u're still emotionaly not stable yet. and hope u noe wat ya doing. hope u're hapy of wat u're doing. let me just suffer. i dont mind. and tiz holiday i spent most of the time with my beloved family. juz to let u noe tht. this song is for u.. My Only by Goodnight nurse. What happened to u and me? ahhaa ahhaa One moment chnged everythng ahhaa ahhaa It's done and there's no way to take i back Mistake gave me the pain I never had There is no way to justify it's so Now I breathe in and let it go This is the end of everythng GDbye my only I hang my head and I give in Gdbye my only Friend Part of me I'll nvr see Ahhaa Ahhaa Come visit me in my dreams Ahhaa Ahhaa I feel my actions are destroying me Deep down the shallow life I lead This pain is mine to keep and cll my own I'll carry it until i'm gone This us the end of everything Gdbye my only I hang my head and i gv in Gdbye my only Friend I cant forgive myself tht i let go My life is worth no more than yours i know This is the end of everythng Gdbye my only I hang my head and i give in Gdbye my only This is the end of evrythng Gdbye my only I hang my head and i give in Gdbye my only FRIEND! Labels: it's juz a small thing-out to my own world-let god noes wat im doing |
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