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Friday, 30 October 2009
     THE SWEET MOMENTS OF waWANie Im quite disappointed after what Nisa had told me yesterday. Baby...It's not that I dont want to blog sweet things about you.It's just that I've did not have the luxurious time to blog.You should know that I'm sitting for my 'O's and i'm focusing on it. You want me to focus but at the same time you wanted me to "think" of you. You, yourself told me that I should stay focus and not to really 'think of you. I thought you will be happy that I take your words and focusing on my 'o's. It's not that Im forgetting you,baby. I do still think of you,in fact every moment.But now Im quite focus. You've told me that I cant contact you til my 'O's are completely over.And i do that and sacrificed our time just for me and my future. Thanks for that, baby! At least you're concerned about it.For now, Im updating just thesake of updating and it's also for you,baby! i just want you to know how is my condition since we cant contact now. That's the very least i can do. Baby,every person is different. For me, you've already known and should know that im not the type that REALLY express my emotion and REALLY write about it.Im the type that keeps to myself. It's just that I dont want to express it but i cant.Ive tried but it's helpless! Im the type who suffers in myself. Only God knows what I feel and how i feel. Im a pependam. Just in case you've forgotten. And saying and expressing sweetness towards someone is supposed to be sincere.And it's not easy to express something sincere truely sincere. It's not that im not sincere to you. But you should know who I am. Arghh!!! I hope you understand. Im not creating nonsensentical stuffs here. It's true. im not giving any alasan here. Baby, sometimes in life, you cant get what you wish. Just appreciate what you have. =( Anw, i dont really like others know what I feel about you like you do.Except to those that i am close.I just want it to be you and me. i hope you will understnd. just remeber.......NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU!Y Currently, Im at Nisa house.Just now i went back to school for art consultation.Im late.Sorry Atin for making you wait.Im so sorry.then meet my beloved bro-Syareez at Mac NP.actually i missed him.He sleptover at my grandma's lace for 3 days.he is my best-best childhood friend.i felt lonely whenever he is not by my side.i remeber those days where he played barbie with me and i played hotwheels with him.after meeting him, i terserempak with FyqaTEK.haha.then accompany my bro eat at mac.he treat me and nisa.RAINED-HEAVILY!!!!im damn wet!!!hahaha. olevel. eng-ok. maths-P1:manageable,P2-ouhk. Recently, im quire sensitive but i donno why.but im well. Sunday, 25 October 2009
im at my sedare place,ika.at admiralty.plan to study.yeah did study. oh no!!tmr is the starting of the nightmare! my prac was sucks!! i cant contct my bby.haix. anw bby,im well.I Love u!wait fer me aft my 'o' and aft tht we cant spent our single moments together.muaahs!tc. k om gonna cntinue study already. Tuesday, 20 October 2009
Im sory baby tht ì disappoint u
I'll always love u Thursday, 8 October 2009
im at the pen-house again.haha.me and atin plan to study.but now different story fer me bcoz.....im using my lap top!!!!!!!!!!im so freaking mad at myself actually!!!!i just cant stop myself from using it!!!be discipline wani!babi!!!but im gonna study wen i rched home.hahahahahhahahhaha.currently im chatting wit mamat frm ite tamp. actually i cant focus frm sch.maybe im tired aft ysterday.hahah.nxt week got study break n mst come back to sch.yay!!got nite study!!!!hahhahaahhaha!!!! ive wanted to tell you..but im afraid. Wednesday, 7 October 2009
Here i am in my pen-house..haha!!!(inside joke)hmm..sitting here for 2 hours but i just get the internet connection now.haiz. I didnt go school today.I woke up late-still tired from ysterday. Ysterday i went to causeway point wit my family to catch a movie-Cloudy...blabla Meatball.(i actually dunno wat movie im watching)hahas.my dad got free movie tickets.yea.haha.Actually i dont wanna go but u noe my dad-haiz....MUST GO!!the movie is quite good actually.funny too. then accompany my aunt to metro.there was 2 foreigners (china) working at the metro ladies' shoes section.funny sia.my aunt wanted to repair her sandal and wanted to see the person in-charge of the shoe. aunt:can i see the lady who is in charge this? foreigner !:oh!(hands clapping together)she just say goodbye. aunt:huh?goodbye?i want to see her.(n xplains everythng) foreigner !:u want wat shoe? aunt:no!i dont want any shoe!i want to see her. foreigner 2: oh!she go home. aunt:oh!can u contact her? foreigner 1:u want to buy wat shoes?wat shoes u want? DOINKS!!! haha!!bdh sia!!!ni pon lps sia!!!org kiter ader o level cert leh bbl eng susa nk carik keje. dierorg yg tkder eng pon leh idop pat sini!ape sia!nmpk sah pilih kulit!uat malu spore je!! then aft dat went to banquet.on my way up..i terserempak wit my pri sch fren- Firman N Siddiq. haha. today is my grandma's bdae.oh shit!!ive not get anythng fer her!!damn!! i gtg soon! hopefully i'll be back soon!!!! peace! Labels: haha |
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