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Friday, 26 March 2010
Hey peeps!! I've not been updating my blog. Yeah, i know. I've no mood to blog either. Hahas! I've just gotten a new laptop which is for school later in April. Woah! I don't really know if im ready for school or not. I'm abit lazy though. Anyway, I've "found" my new coursemates on RP Fan page on Facebook. OMG! There's 3 Wani-s in my course including me! hahas! So, I've only found 4 girls in my course and 1,2,3,4,5,6 boys in my course. haha. But, according to another Wani- Wanni, there's more girls than guys in our course. IDK. But to me, there's more guys than girls in my course. Hehe! Yesterday, I went to the library with Atin. To check out our laptops!! hehe! I really love the webcam! soo coooll!! Like neoprint!!hahah!! Before that, I accompanied Atin for interview at Comfort Transportation in the morning. Two days ago, Atin and i went to CWP to survey some stuffs for school. heheh! I bought socks and hair accessories. Finally, our problems have settled. I LOVE U! Today, Friday routine, met my bby after prayers. I was late. Sorry Bby love!! heheh! Then, I bought my mum tudung with bby, for her birthday tomorrow. Bby shared the present with me for ibu. Ohno! Nana is not going to madrasah today. I lazy to go. But if i dont go, i'm afraid that Ustzah wil call. CB!Then how? Tomorrow, I will be going to my Uncle's place. So, I can go madrasah tomorrw. And tmr is my mum's birthday. So, Takecare! Monday, 8 March 2010
I'm not in mood talk to him. Saturday, 6 March 2010
So much problem to face. =( Thursday, 4 March 2010
"Drive Away"- Orianthi Baby when you looked at me My world changed completely You are the best thing That is on my mind Baby it's not hard to see Why I fell in love so completely You are the best thing that I have in my life I've got the time I've got the place I've got this love for you At this moment, don't you feel it baby I know that it's gonna be the same Away somewhere So I said to you Baby let's drive away And leave this place now for one day So baby let's move tonight It's the first day of the rest of our lives Yeah I just wanna run away Turn my back and erase all this pain now So baby wouldn't it just be nice To drive away and start again every time Baby we were meant to be I can see when we're together That you are the only one The only one for me Baby when you take my hand And we are on this road to forever You are the best thing That I have in my life I've got the timeI've got the place I've got this love for you At this moment don't you feel it baby I know that it's gonna be the same Away somewhere So I said to you So baby let's drive away And leave this place now for one day So baby let's move tonight It's the first day of the rest of our lives Yeah I just wanna run away Turn my back and erase all this pain now Wouldn't it just be nice To drive away and start again every time So baby let's drive away And leave this place now for one day So baby let's move tonight So baby let's drive away And leave this place now for one day So baby let's move tonight It's the first day of the rest of our lives Yeah I just wanna run away Turn my back and erase all this pain now Wouldn't it just be nice To drive away and start again every time especially for my bby.Y 12.58am. Hey peeps! I wrote this early this morning when i can't sleep. Heh! Enjoy! In fact, I have to wake up early today at about 6.15am for a morning jog with Atin. My mum ask me to adjust my sleeping time since I'm going to start school in April. Actually, we've planned to jog yesterday evening but it was cancelled due to some reasons. Yeah. Then, the whole day I'm at home facing the computer, nap and did some drawings. I tried to enrol to RP but i could not find any login for enrolment. Then, later i was told that RP gave the wrong URL. So, I have to go online again which i just shut down my computer. After i get the correct URL, I try to login. Unfortunately, it was invalid. WTH??!! Not updated yet. I know many have trouble to get access. Haha!! Nvm, I'll try it later again. If it's unsuccessful, i have to go down to RP itself! I think later in the afternoon I'm going to meet Atin again to NP for LJS!! Crazy On Potataoes!!!! =) Then, we need to photocopy our B/C and I/C for the enrolment process. To baby;supercuteboy; babi; bff(boyfriend forever) etc...( all the names i gave u) Hey Supercuteboy! I miss you lah... I know you're cutting down on your SMSes; eventhough it's unlimited, hah! I feel that we didn't really have a good chat this week. I miss your manjeness!! I'm looking forward tomorrow!=D I can't bear staying in this way but I will do anything for you. I will sacrifice anything for you! I miss your voice, your smell, your hair, your joke, your dimple, your "bermuda triangle", your hugs, your kisses, your SMSes, particaly everything! =) There’s nothing I can say to you. Nothing I could ever do to make you see. What you mean to me. All the pain the tears they cry. Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go. I know I let you down but its not like that now. This time I’ll never let you go. I will be all that you want and get my self together. Cause you keep me from falling apart. All my life I’ll be with you forever. To get you through the day and make every thing OK. I thought that I had every thing. I didn’t know what life could bring. But now I see, honestly. You're the one thing I got right. The only one I let inside. Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me. And if I let you down, I’ll turn it all around. Cause I would never let you go. I will be all that you want and get my self together. Cause you keep me from falling apart. All my life I’ll be with you forever. To get you through the day and make every thing OK. Cause with out you, I can’t sleep. I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave. You’re all I got. You’re all I want. Yeah. And without you I don’t know what I’ll do. I could never ever live a day with out you here, with me, do you see? You're all I need. And I will be all that you want and get my self together. Cause you keep me from falling apart. All my life (my life) I will be with you forever. To get you through the day and make every thing OK. I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together. Cause you keep me from falling apart. And all my life you know I will be with you forever.To get you through the day and make every thing OK! =) *kenangan manis But sayang, I'm worried. After School started, where i could be busy and you too might be busy, I'm afraid that we didn't have time together for each other. =( And because of that, we end up fighting. I don't want that to happen. Neither were you. So, we have to understand each other situations and most importantly, TRUST each other. Study the situation before acting. I hope you will understand. At very least, no matter how busy we are, try to contact each other and tanye khabar. And if possible, try to make time for us. :) No matter what happens, I will always love you! Keep our promise. Muuuuaaaaahhhh!! *hug I LOVE YOU MOHD RIDZWAN BIN SAZALI!!! Y Wednesday, 3 March 2010
What is it like to be an eighteen-year-old girl? hmm.. It's tough though. I have to be independent already. I could no longer depend all on my parents. I have to earn my extra pocket money. I have pay my handphone bills. But my parents won't encouraged me to work when school starts. But how am I gonna support myself? I want to help my dad too since he is the only one who is supporting my family. Now he have to support me twice more then previous years. I really pity him. But how can I help?? And now I have to think about my future. Career, Finance & Relationship. I have start thinking serious. Adult life is NO JOKE! Monday, 1 March 2010
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