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Thursday, 29 April 2010
Hey peepos!It's been awhile i have not really updated my blog. There's alot of problems to face. It's been challenging for me.
waWANie is back! :D However, Im going to miss my dear friend who have been motivating me all this while just to be with BBy. He kept telling me to go back with bby. Thanks yo, for keeping me enlighted when Im down. :) Im seriously going to miss you. After tonight, i know you would move on, and im too moving on. I wish you all the best in life! There's more fishes in the pond. If you need any help dont hesistate to talk to me. If you want to. Miss you, my dear friend! Bby, I will prove you I will do my best! Just wait till the day comes! And im sure you not gonna forget it!:) ILOVEYOU! <3
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
It's been a day that Ive broke up with him. I miss him alot. I hope i could go back to him. But i could not make any decision anymore. I dont want to hurt him any further. i gtg. got hal; chiao.
Saturday, 24 April 2010
I fucked up my life. I made a mess. I dont know what to do. Im so stubborn. I wouldnt listen. Now i suffer. I cant think. Just following the flow. I dont know. I dont know. It's getting worst. Fuck! But i still love MD RIDZWAN BIN SAZALI no matter what.
Friday, 2 April 2010
Hey peeps! I guess tommorrow I'm not going to JB. I dont want. It's because I dont want to squeeze in Honda Stream. I'm clautrophobic. I can't. I'm not in mood actaully now, especially BBY informed me that his mum checked the bill and she saw was my number; almost 4 pages of A4 paper. And i guess that his handphone gonna get confiscated after his dad got home. Haix. And he really can't message me from now on. Hmm.. I have to bear with it. So would this mean that I can't meet him anymore?? Since i could not contact him except on the cyber world which would be really difficult. OMG! I'm crying. There's so much obstacles for us to face. But there's hikmah di sebalik kejadian ni. Maybe our relationship could get stronger? Or worst? That depends on how we handle it. I can't afford to lose him, since we get got back together after a misunderstanding; which i thought this relationship would end. I really didn't expect that we could be together again- THANKED GOD! I just dont know how to describe my feelings right now. Only God knows. But at least I let out something here.
BBY I MISS YOU SO MUCH!! VERY MUCH INDEED! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! TAKE CARE LOVE! HUG! MUAAH!! Y