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Saturday, 29 May 2010
I guess I deserve this. But I thought you are giving me chance? Im trying cant you see? I also giving myself a chance for you. But you seem cant be bothered. I thought by giving each other chances would improve our rs better. But it seems to be the same. There's no point of us being together. Since you met DS, i felt that you're neglecting me. If you want her, which she could make you happy; replacing me, just go ahead. Leave me. Ive already given up. You don't deserve me. Im just too bad for you. Since you met her, I didnt feel your love, care and all the attention to me. However, you gave it to her more than me. You're not always by my side when I need you so much! Yeah, Im somehow done with you. :"( I thought giving us a chance would make things better. I hope that day would come. Im afraid to love. Im afraid that I lost you. Im afraid to face challenges in my life without you by my side. I LOVE YOU, MD RIDZWAN SAZALI!<3 -i always do.
"Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?" Richard Bach
Do all things with love.
Monday, 24 May 2010
I cant make my decision. I dont know whether to leave him or not. I simply give up. But i still love him. Is going seperate ways is better for us?? I dont know. The thing is, now i cant decide. I think, just meet him today then talk things out and decide after that. I dont wanna get hurt and i dont wanna hurt him more further.Hmm.. GOD HELP ME!!
Tuesday, 11 May 2010
Why is it have to end? Why is it have to end when everything is already perfect? Why? Why; is the question that keeps asking in me. But whatever, I wont stop loving you and i will be waiting. Im surprised that yesterday was our last meeting. :'( waWANie NEVER DIES! ILOVEYOU DEAR! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!