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Tuesday, 29 June 2010
 Hello peepos! I’m sooooo excited to blog today as I’m going to share with you something!!!!!! Wee~ =) So here it is!! Last night, I bumped into my friend in bus no. 965. It’s been awhile that I’ve not seen her. She stays next block to mine. Her elder sister was my primary school friend. She studies in one of the JCs in Singapore. Duhh?? Haha! Out of the blue, she asked me about me and my ex. Then I asked her, how did she know what had happened. I didn’t thought of Facebook until she mentions one’s name; D. She told me that she read the posts of D. My friend told me about D. D is a hypocrite! She BACKSTABS people, FLIRT with guys. No wonder lah, a lot of guys knew her! Her ex is MY COUSIN! Her best friend, good friends are guys! D makes every guy fall for her like she did to my ex. She is also a “STEALER” (perampas)! She not only tries to get my ex from me, but she also breaks her friends apart! My friend says that she heard a lot of stories about her. D was also my friend’s classmates in secondary school. So, she knew D very well. Oh God! My friend also says that she changed a lot of boyfriends like changing clothes and dumped the old ones when she don’t like them. My friend also said that you could only be friend with D, but not close. You know why. She seems very nice to you. But you will never know what she is up to. You will never know her intentions. I’ve talk to her and put the trust on her but she backstabs me. Now I know her true colours. She is a HORRIBLE FUGLY BITCH that I’ve ever known! It’s good for me to know. Anyway, she is none of my business now since I’m nobody to my ex. But I somehow pity him as has fallen to this trap. I tried to tell him what she is but my ex is just blind and defended her instead eventhough I’m with him that time. He said “don’t blame D, you’re the one are to be blame. You caused all this to happened.” And D said,” Kak(sister), don’t get me wrong, please.” Yeah right, don’t get you wrong. I did get myself right, YOU’RE THE BITCH! Bonus point for me! :) It’s hurtful. I’ve tried my best to wake him up but he seem not to be bothered because all he sees in me is hurt. Yeah I know what I’ve done to you but you gave me chance remember? Be prepared of what you gonna face. All the best to him. I hope that he would see the liar in the glass. It’s a bittersweet moments we had in 2 years and a month relationship. This is the best and my favourite relationship that I have ever had. You are still my favourite. <3 Thanks for the memories and everything that you have done for me. I’m sorry for everything. Greatly appreciated. I really do cherish your love all this while, dear. I’m fine here. Just enjoying my life! I hope you do! Take care!:) Anyway, that is my past! The past that could not be erased. Monday, 28 June 2010
 Hey peeps! I've not been so well these days. Last Wed, i had coughs. On the following day, I had high fever of 39 degrees celcius. But i didnt take any medicine on that day as Im too sick to take. However, the next day, ive recovered from it. I went to the doctor but no fever. I never come to school. Skipped Programming. =) I spent my whole weekends on bed. It's so damn boring. Urgh! Today, Im still not well. I didnt bring my medicine to school. Urgh! One of the weekends, i chat with my mum. It's been so long that i have not been talking to her. I wish that i could share my everything to her. But i simply cant. It's hard. Nevermind. Time will tell. :) She talked to me about him. She made me cry when she every time she talk about him. She really likes him so much. I wish I could tell her everything. I dont want to hurt her. I guess, it's best for me to keep it to myself. But, i do feel awkward when talking to her. She story about her teenage life. Haha! funny! Gtg. Update soon! Wee~ Monday, 21 June 2010
Eyes Set To Kill — Ticking Bombs I used to stay away I used to stay away from you Such a funny thing The liars in us do. I used to stray away I used to stray away from truth I cling to confliction Like the battered and confused. You're a guilty pleasure You're a guilty pleasure. Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb Like a ticking bomb Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb. I used to tell myself That I would never change a thing Now I'm someone else And I can't remember me And now I know you well I know you well enough to say What they call love Is just another twisted game. You're a guilty pleasure You're a guilty pleasure. Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb Like a ticking bomb Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb Like a ticking bomb. Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb Like a ticking bomb Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb Like a ticking bomb. (You're a guilty pleasure) Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb Like a ticking bomb (You're a guilty pleasure) Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb Like a ticking bomb. I used to stay away I used to stay away from you Such a funny thing The liars in us do. Firstly, i would like to welcome Van Akel back!! haha!! My faci is still not in class. It's already 9.16am. I dont know why my stomach is aching. Especially after food or i wanna pee. why sia?? Ysterday, there's somthing unexpected happened. And what that means? Dont play with me. I dont wanna get hurt anymore. Please. Leave me. If you want me, then do something. I got my own life. MOve on. Fyi, ive move on and i the door is closed for you. Im sorry. Wednesday, 16 June 2010
 Im bored in class right now. Haha! Im still thinking wat to design for my shoe. Hmm.. any ideas?? :) I could not design yesterday as im sick and im out wit Valkyer. Haha! ok. brb. Faci's here! Monday, 14 June 2010
Hey guys! Im backkk!! Im so damn bored here in class. Last 3 days, my family and i went to Tanjung Pinang, Indonesia. I got more than 30 bites by sandflies. I got 24 bites on my left leg. OMG!! I cant resist the itch! It's so damn Itchy! I cant to anything other than bare with it. Tonight, Im going to the clinic. Haiz. But i had a good time there. SHOPPING!! haha!! Gamelan camp was awesome. lol. Hmm..wat's the plan for today? I dont know. I feel so weird in school today suddenly. Haha! It's only 2 weeks of holiday! oh! Come on! lol. Thursday, 10 June 2010
WOOHHOOO!!! I'm back from camp! Had real good time in camp eventhough the activities are boring. Because Atin and the gamelan peeps make it happening! lol. After camp I met Akel then go lepak with Valkyer. haha! Thanks to Valkyer for helping me out with the game plan! :D Today, I supposed to go for chalet but i cant make it. In the moring met Valkyer at Msl. Hahha! Went to Jurong for swim. After swim went to KFC. I ate FISH ZINGER; as all ways! hehe! After that, we plan to go somewhr. SO at last we went bck to msl to play soccer. Went to asyura's house for awhile. Then, play soccer lor. haha! Im kinda rush here coz' im gonna pack my stuff for tmr. :( Im going off to Tanjung Pinang. I will be bck on Sun. Finally! Nxt wk start schling!! hehhe! Im gonna miss Atin, Valkyer and my frens here!:'( Bye! TC! <3 Monday, 7 June 2010
im in gamelan camp. It doesnt seem like a camp.. Idk. Haha! Neutral. Haha! Hmm..wat to do nw? Im so bored. Jst slacking. Im dying here. _._ i want to eat! Haha! Snacks!snacks!snacks!↲Gtg! Play game time? Idk? Jst follow the flow. He didnt msged me tday.. :( ive been waiting. Tuesday, 1 June 2010
 It's over. :'( He didnt give my enough time to change. Now his gone. It's everyone's fault. But people will see that Im the want who causes this. But they dont know the story behind it and why. He also didn't realise that. Now, he's with the other girl which i didnt expect him to be. Karma strikes me hard. When i remembered the memories i had with him makes me cry. .... only God knows how i feel. I wish I could be with him once again. Im too sad to talk already. |
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