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Friday, 13 August 2010
Haix. Talk with bby abt my life and future. Basically, i have to do something abt my studies. I need to change and i know tht. But how, idk yet. There's some things that is always in my mind tht i cant keep myself from forgeting it. It's a problem. And problems you have to face it not running away from it. Firstly, it's about my family. My dad especially. I really hope that one day they read this post. They dont know what i went thru and wat i feel so far. This is hard for as my dad wouldnt even listen to me and feel me. He expect me to listen to him all the time. But i cant simply just follow it. It's my life. I rule my life. Not anybody. They could only guide me because at the end of the day i went thru it, I feel it, i make my own decision. It's not that i think that im big enuf. Come on lah.. i need my space. I have other people that is important to me and not important to you guys that i need to spare my time with them. Dont think that only family is important. But there's others in my life is important to me. Dont think about just yourself. Think about me, my life, my commitment with others. Secondly, I have not adapt to this way of life. It's very hard for me you know and don't keep pressurise me. I know that sometimes that pressure is good to get me going. But im tired now. Too many problems that i've faced. I need a break. I dont know if all this problems are created by me; my attitude the cause of it. Yeah, I guess it is. Haix. Lastly, I prefer project based learning. I like doing projects then doing presenting everyday. Fuck RP. And i will never will love RP for whatever sake!!! |
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