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Wednesday, 20 October 2010
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Hey peepos! It's time for me to update! Hehe! I've been busy lately. Yeah, school has just started. Very tiring. I just came back from Tanjung Pinang, Indonesia a few days ago. I got my hair done but im not satisfied as my hair is damaged due to what ive done to my hair (rebonding, dyed). My grandma just sold her bungalow there. Yeah, we are not going back there any soon, i guess. So the next time we will be staying at the hotel. Aww...im missing the memories that i had there. It's been 12 years i've been there and had fun there. The memories that i simply cant be erased were, catching tadpoles at the drains (eww, i know it sound gross. But I did that when i was a lil girl. LOL) Play all around the kampong and never got lost. I've also learnt how to ride a motorbike there. These are my beautiful memories i had there. Anyway, I'm somehow just recovered from fever. Still had coughs. But im feeling better. :)
Hmm...How's school so far?? Yeah, this is new Semester, new Class, new people. Oh hell. My grades were either HELL good and bad for the first week. The best grade i had for the first week is B and the worst is F. So fuck yeah! CB. Oh damn. Why am i become much more vulgar lately?? Shut up! oh damn. LOL. hmm.. I just dont feel myself lately. I just realised that I'm not interested what I'm doing in school now. I really want to pursue in Arts badly. :( I dont like to be this way. I wanna draw and design and not the things that doesnt relate to my dream. HELL! Hmm.. Should i quit RP and go for other institution? but my results were aint that good. Or should i just quit school and work instead since I'm not interested in what i'm doing? Haiz. But i still wanna study and get my diploma. I wanna have a good future ahead. Should i retake my 'O' Levels and pursue my dreams in different and better institution?? Haish. IDK. hmm...
Why i didnt feel myself lately? Why were my rs didnt work? Is it because of me? I guess it is. Haish. Im still learning and trying to improve on myself and what ive gone wrong. I want a long lasting rs that end up in happy endings. Sometimes I get tired of falling for the wrong person. But i know i deserve better that could really love me for who i am and not what i am. Hmm.. Ive lost myself again and again. :'( When someone found me, he know what kind i am and who i am and i know that's myself. But when that someone has gone away, it's like im gone together with that person and I'm lost myself once again; was left alone in this total darkness. Now, I have to start all over again. And this time i dont wanna fail again. I hope this is the one that im looking for. Bt now it seems that it's hard for me to be devoted to him. Idk why. Im sorry. Im trying to adapt to him and know him. It's just the matter of time. I will give ally best no matter what. I love Hairi.
I've removed me tagboard due to some reasons. Haish. Pls, dont get me wrong. Im not like what you think i am. My way may look like what you think. But im not. I dont care what you wanna say about me. I dont have problems with you so can you please dont create problems here. I respect you and you have to respect me. In case, you're the person that i know, and ive any wrong doings towards you please forgive me ayte?? I dont keep any grudge on you. :)
One more thing, just show yourself and dont hide identity. If you have problems with me,say it straight to my face not here. Ty and Tc :)

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