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Friday, 26 November 2010
Happy Anniversary To Our Beloved Parents ♥ I'm soooo damn tired, sleepy, pain, exhausted due to yesterday's event. Yesterday was Ayie's parents and my parents anniversary. :) Ayie's parent's celebrated their 21st anniversary while my parents celebrated their 20yrs anniversary. Cool huh, our parents has the same anniversary date? :) So jyeah, we have alot things in common like our birthday is on the same month, our interest, etc. :) hehe! So, back to yesterday's story... LOL. Jyeah, at around 4pm i went home and put down my bag and laptop because i don't wanna bring it to Dinner. Lazy and heavy to carry. So went home and put it down then at around 5pm I left my home and off to Pasir Ris to Bby's place. It's was raining heavily! Wah!! The weather is killing me! I cant really stand cold. I like warm. :) hehe! So head down to Pasir Ris. i reached the Central and wait for 358..wah! damn long sia then the bus came! Binget beb! Then reached at his blk around 6 plus. Waited for him at the void deck and i asked him to bring jacket for bcz i was freaking cold. Waited for him for several minutes and he came down with his sister's jacket. Thanks dear for the jacket! :)THen we lepak jap around his blk and spent time with each other for awhile. He's so cute! heh! When i sing he covered my mouth not letting me sing! hah! Im singing because i wanted the rain to stop and not making it rain more heavily. I really have a good voice that could stop the rain! -.-" Pfft!! haaha! I was just joking! haha! AT about 7 then we went up to his house and waited for his family to get ready. While waiting, i checked my FB and My Dear Zookeeper; Muhd Hairi Bin Azman, fed me with BANANA!! hehe! Yummy Yum! After that, we went down to his family car and off to E!Hub, Sakura! We had or dinner there! YUm! Buffet! And that's was the first time I ate Sushi! LOL! And I was "bullied"! haha! I kena ate WASABE!! hahaha!! Then his dad say to me, " Kalo cam gini da kene tuka name, Wanie Wasabe! " ("In tht case, you need to chnge your name as Wanie Wasabe!") haha! Then bby say," Wah! Kene sey!" (" Wah! Suits you!") haha! Wah! The wasabe menusuk ke hidungku! haha! I ate, fried rice with alot of gravy like asam pedas etc., pizza, ice cream, sushi, beef and alot more! heh! After eating, my tummy looks like a pregnant lady! SOOO BONCHET!!!!!!!!! HAHA! before that was so flat but after eating my tummy bloated! haha!i cant really talk much and move much after tht! LOL! I was so full!!  After eating, we went to bowl! hehe! For the first game, I scored second and Bby, last! haha! Unfortunately, for the second game, im last! I shouldnt use left hand! if not at at the third place! LOL! and for the first time, i played bowling and i got my middle finger swollen! it's freaking huge! I dont know how i got that! hah! and i could believe that i was wearing size 5! Usually i wear size 6! haha! During the game, I scored 2 strike and mostly spare.. then ayie's dad said," Ni namenyer Wani Wawa..(wanie Wah!wah!) haha!" hehe! And using my left hand is CACAT!! haha! After bowling, we went home. His dad sent his Sister to her in law place in hougang and then to Yishun to sent me home. I reached home at about 12am. And when i reached home, my parents are'nt at home. Then I just go to bed as i was so tired already. And again.. i didnt called bby as ive fallen asleep. Sory dear.. :(  Thanks to Ayie and his family for making my day enjoyable and everything! Hope to see them soon! I love them! ♥ :D I was given the name of MONKEY GIRL by Ayie because of these emoticons that i collected..        and he's my zookeeper :). I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR!! ♥ PS: i dont wanna fight. it's all yours. you can take it if you want. it's yours and ive nvr have the intention to steal it from you. hope you're happy. i dont give a fuck to you. :) It's not the matter of how long but what does matter is how you and your partner make it long lasting.♥ Labels: anniversary, happy, love, parents Wednesday, 24 November 2010
 I dont know what happened to me. I became much more worst than i thought. I really have no interest to study anymore. I guess this is the end of my journey in RP.? :) My WORLD has turned upside down. Everything has fallen apart. My life, my fam, my frens, my studies, my thoughts, myself. Wah piang leh! Nvm. It's okay. I try to enjoy what i have now. :) Ape nak jdi Wanie?? Tsktsk. *shakehead* Friday, 19 November 2010
Missing you so badly  I misss Hairi Ayie so much right noww!! Im so sad today. Im not coming home tonight. :'( I need you bby. I will call u today kay syg? I miss your voice, i miss your smile, i miss your "Lipas!", i miss your geli-ness, i miss your laughter, i miss your smell, i miss your everything..but most im importantly, I Miss You dear!! I Love You! Take Care Dear! Labels: Hairi Ayie, missing you, sad Thursday, 18 November 2010
 How does it feels like when you have no interest and passion in what you are doing in your daily life?? It bores you. Sometimes you feel like breakdown and cry. It's because your heart in different place where you enjoy other things that you have passion and interest and you wish that you wanna do that in your daily life. It's because that something you have the passion in is always in your heart. So yeah, Art is always in me. That's my passion, interest. I wanna do art in my daily life. I love Art so much. I really wanna get into design school so badly. Haish. I wanna drop out from RP and pursue in my dream career. I was posted to RP which actually i didnt choose to. I told my mum I want to go ITE but she say just continue in RP since I have the opportunity to take Diploma many asked me to stay. But my heart is really not in RP. I've tried but I cant. Im sorry. I didnt do well in Sem 1. I only have 1.5 for my grade. This Sem, Sem 2, i also didnt do quite good. If like that I will stay in RP much longer and if i continue getting a bad grade, I will be kicked out from RP. My mentor talked to me two days ago that i have to work hard and try to get good grades. But I've tried. It's difficult. Seriously i dont like PBL. I tried changing my attitude towards this and ive changed because it's about my future but still, I cant. If year 1 i cant do well how am i gonna go on to year 2?? I seriously like doing hands on work then to present each day doing nothing. Boring sia.. Everyday i go to class, i got lost. I go to school just to take attendance. Just to fill my time. But im wasting my dad's money. Dad asked me if i really want to study? I got two choices, SCHOOL OR WORK??? i dont wanna work. I still wanna sch but not here. God, Please Help ME!!!!:( I have to talk to my parents about this. Really. I cant stand it here. I dont care if I dont get into design career as long i could learn about art now. Career could be anything. I could work as retail co-ordinator as long i enjoy what i do. and at the same time i could do arts. :) I did this quiz at FB and the result.... 10 WORDS FOR YOUR PERSONALITY: Unique, Adventurous, Passionate, Intense, Determinded, Independent, Deep thinking,Inquisative, Creative, and One - of - a - kind. You have a different way of thinking then others. hehe! it's so true.. and that's why i got so many comment that im weird! -.-" Im not weird okay people?? :) PEACE! ^.^V Tuesday, 16 November 2010
CB! binget sey..tired of sch alr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! klua uh amek angin! Monday, 15 November 2010
 I had fun last week with Ayie syg ♥♥♥! Last Friday, we just lepak at Pasir Ris, and did some drawing! hehe!Asked him to apply keje tpi he say nxt tyme.  Ayie drew on my hand. ♥  This is my drawing! hehe!  This is Ayie's drawing! ♥ so cute!!! I love you too BBY!! ♥ ♥ ♥  Last Saturday, we went to Changi Airport! At first we planned to go ECP but Bby's out with his family. Family Day mah! haha! then waited for him to come home at around 2pm. Then i met him at Pasir Ris, waited at his busstop. hehe! Asked him to apply keje tpi he say nxt tyme. But ltr he say' "BBY!!! I BETOL2 NK KEJE!!" apeda mat! i asked u to apply you say nxt time.. -.-" haha! back to the story... Then we bus-ed down o Changi Airport T3. Lucky we cancelled our plan to ECP as it was raining heavily. Reached T3 and ape lagy??? MAKAN LAH!! MACDONALDS!!! YumYum!! never get jelak! LOL Then at about seven, we bused down to Yshn since my dad alr clled me. Im supposed to go JB but i lazy.. hehe! Then i reached home at arnd 9pm. Then i realised that there's no one in my house. So i msged my mum and asked her where is she. She told me that my family all go JB! Sungguh gembira bila mendgrnya! Ape lagy?? I msged bby. Then we waited for me outside my house. We decided to lepak for awhile. We played Taiti and i lose! :( im still tk puas hati ngn u tau! Then went home at 10.30pm. When i reached home, I called BBy and "accompany" him home. :) We chat till 1.30am then i went off to bed. These are some pictures taken at Changi Airport.. :)     Yesterday, i met him again. Asked him to apply keje tpi he say nxt tyme. the same story.. -.-" He didnt go training. And i felt guilty. At first his training was cancelled but then got training. haha! Then we went to White Sands. Then i bused down to yshn then to my grandma's place. :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ni lah im trying to do at fb tdi but tk menjdi... ( actually im trying to do heart shape.. saying i ♥ u) I love you dear!  and because of him......... i get adducted to ICED LEMON GREEN TEA!!! ♥ which actually i dont drink green tea! LOL Friday, 12 November 2010
 i always drag myself to school. How i wish i could stay at home and cuddle in bed right now. Im still sleepy. I wanna sleep. With this kind of weather it is nice to sleep. How i wish school starts in the noon or later, where time is so flexible. I love my bed. I always sleep on him every night, where he let me rest on him. With my dear blanket, I cuddle with him every night. With lovely my pillow, he let me rest my head on him. With my bby boster, He let me hug him all night. Oh bed, I miss you so much!! I need you right now! I spent quality time with him. Everything i do at home is always be with him. Study on him, Sleeping on him, drawing on him, lying on him, sitting on him, etc. everything I do is on him. Loves. School is so boring. Everyday do the same thing, discussion, pdt,present and the cycle goes on and on. How I wish i could have hands on project. haiz. I dont like thoeries. I bore me. hais. Sucks.  ♥MUHD HAIRI BIN AZMAN♥ Wednesday, 10 November 2010
 I am me and that's all I can be...I'm not perfect and never claimed to be...but I am happy with who I am and with the decisions I have made in my life... ..In school, you learn your lesson and then get tested. In LIFE you get tested and then learn your lesson ! We learn from mistakes. So,do not be afraid to make mistakes. Be happy when you make a mistake and remember the lesson you've learnt. In life we have no rewind or pause options because we have to move forward no matter how tough. Patience is really a VIRTUE. It takes a lot of will power and effort to restrain yourself not to freak out. No matter who brings you down, and makes your day bad, there's always the people in your life who makes your life feel like heaven. You will only begin to heal when you let go of past hurts, forgive those who have wronged you and learn to forgive yourself for your mistakes! I want to say thank you to the people who have walked into my life and made it great but thank you to the people who have walked out of it and made it fantastic! :)  I just cut my hair yesterday at Snips Ave! Harga nya berpatutan, i like! (Y) I decided to cut because my hair is damage. I asked the person to cut concave but in the end it end up this way (see pic above). :( Nvm. Hair can still grow! Cant wait to seeit grown! :D I hope i could grow my old hair back!! EMOSCENE HAIRSTYLE.  Tuesday, 9 November 2010
 Over by Alexia Rodriguez (Eyes Set To Kill) I was the way that I always wanted You were my friend and my home I filled the gaps in the holes to mend you Will you be there so I'm not alone? You let me drown in the dark that night You watched me tremble you watched me die Don't you break don't you let me fall for this Don't take one more step until this is over with Don't you break don't you let me fall for this Don't take one more step until this is over with I was the one made of all your letters Without you couldn't accept Did you think I would return like weather? You are the worst and now I'm the best I never thought this could be so Don't you break don't you let me fall for this Don't take one more step until this is over with Don't you break don't you let me fall for this Don't take one more step until this is over with Look how you stand in your hollow body I'm staring down and you know I'm smiling This is me, I'm the force you failed to move I'm the fact you'll never prove I'm the last note you last loose I'm the fate you couldn't choose I'm the force you failed to move I'm the fact you'll never prove This is over, yeah you lose   Here im in class. Sleepy sia.. The weather is nice to sleep. I wish i was on my comfy bed sleeping, snoring away!! I feel like sleeping in class right now. I cant focus liao! haha! UT1 is coming this Thursday. I still have not started on studying. But today im gonna go home straight after school and have a good nap then i do some revision. hehe! My class, the malays, we direct translate peribahasa to english sungguh funny! haha! Eg: Setinggi mana tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jugak; in english, how high the squirrel jump, in the end fall to the ground. haha! I really love photography!! I really wish that i have DSLR CAMERA and gonna capture every moments in my life! Tomorrow is our First monthsary. :D We plan to go somewhere this Saturday. Gonna spent time with bby!  We planning to go beach. :D Hopefully not raining. If not.... PLAN B!! hmm.. i wonder what's Plan B. LOL Monday, 8 November 2010
WEB DESIGN        Today, I learnt how to design a web!!! Yay! so i can make full use of it to design my own blog in the future and create my own website!! here are some photos of my web page! :D cekik darah jugak tau uat ni!! LOL Saturday, 6 November 2010
 I just came back from Spore Expo with my dad an my lil bro. I bought a bag. (: thanks dad. And he will look out for hardisk for me! :)I love my fam. hmm. Bby is out of Spore. He's at JB home. I miss him really. He's gonna be back tmr. And i cant wait to hear his khabar! :) PS: Hmm.. I really nd you right now. I wanna spit my feelings out. Thursday, 4 November 2010
exhausted yet enjoyed  Im soooooooo exhausted this week!!!!!! IDK why. Gonna rest this weekends. Did nthng in class today. Presentation oso faci ask questions and i nvr say anythng. LOL. For third meeting i went to Chong Pang by myself to get shoe for Eddy ask me to buy. I plan to go to Tamp to meet bby n pass brg b4 he went to JB during 2nd break but due to time constrain, i decided to meet him aft sch ltr. Gonna miss him!! Before i went to Tamp to today, gonna meet Eddy and pass him the shoe. I wanna make full use of the weekends to study for upcoming UT. :) Last night, I chat with Ibu. And she know abt Bby and she asked me what happened to me; my life and how i was coping it. :) She asked me to advice my bro but idk how ley..haha! I have great time with my fam ystrday. Abah prank me!! haha!! my bro, Aril, he's so cute!! And it's hard to believe tht nxt year he's gonna be in sec 1. Big boy alr. haha! Hope he pass his PSLE. :) till nxt post. tc.:) Tuesday, 2 November 2010
 01.11.10 I can't wipe out my smile from my face. You make me smile. You make me happy. You make my day bby! ♥ I've somehow realise that I'm starting on a new life. :) i knew it, one day, that i could move on. But before i go, Ive promised to myself something. Just wait and see. :) Today, before i left home for school, i wanted to tell my mum that I love her and kiss her cheek. But, i feel awkward bcz it's not my family tradition. But nvm. i will, one day. I want her to be my bestfriend and i know she will be always there for me. I LOVE YOU, IBU! |
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