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Thursday, 18 November 2010
 How does it feels like when you have no interest and passion in what you are doing in your daily life?? It bores you. Sometimes you feel like breakdown and cry. It's because your heart in different place where you enjoy other things that you have passion and interest and you wish that you wanna do that in your daily life. It's because that something you have the passion in is always in your heart. So yeah, Art is always in me. That's my passion, interest. I wanna do art in my daily life. I love Art so much. I really wanna get into design school so badly. Haish. I wanna drop out from RP and pursue in my dream career. I was posted to RP which actually i didnt choose to. I told my mum I want to go ITE but she say just continue in RP since I have the opportunity to take Diploma many asked me to stay. But my heart is really not in RP. I've tried but I cant. Im sorry. I didnt do well in Sem 1. I only have 1.5 for my grade. This Sem, Sem 2, i also didnt do quite good. If like that I will stay in RP much longer and if i continue getting a bad grade, I will be kicked out from RP. My mentor talked to me two days ago that i have to work hard and try to get good grades. But I've tried. It's difficult. Seriously i dont like PBL. I tried changing my attitude towards this and ive changed because it's about my future but still, I cant. If year 1 i cant do well how am i gonna go on to year 2?? I seriously like doing hands on work then to present each day doing nothing. Boring sia.. Everyday i go to class, i got lost. I go to school just to take attendance. Just to fill my time. But im wasting my dad's money. Dad asked me if i really want to study? I got two choices, SCHOOL OR WORK??? i dont wanna work. I still wanna sch but not here. God, Please Help ME!!!!:( I have to talk to my parents about this. Really. I cant stand it here. I dont care if I dont get into design career as long i could learn about art now. Career could be anything. I could work as retail co-ordinator as long i enjoy what i do. and at the same time i could do arts. :) I did this quiz at FB and the result.... 10 WORDS FOR YOUR PERSONALITY: Unique, Adventurous, Passionate, Intense, Determinded, Independent, Deep thinking,Inquisative, Creative, and One - of - a - kind. You have a different way of thinking then others. hehe! it's so true.. and that's why i got so many comment that im weird! -.-" Im not weird okay people?? :) PEACE! ^.^V |
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